on 23 jan 2009

Last two week which fall on 23 jan..my guy and i had talk at the outside the lib...he look unhappy..When he mit me like dun bother it. he pass his camera and cable to me..I look at him what wrong but he didnt reply. So i quickly pack my thing and leave.When we reach at lift ,waiting for the lift to come. i asked him again...what wrong?he reply to me that its nothing..When the lif reach to level 3, we went in. Its reach at level one, i lose my patient and grabbed him to one side. I asked him....Why u like this?what wrong with u? he reply nothing i need to be alone.I was like what the hell. Why?Because he is understress and angry for breaking his promise.I remind silent.i recall back...i remember once we in side the mrt..he say he want alight at yishun.I say what?he remain silent...When it reach at yishun, i tell him pls send me home..he looks angry to me..When it going to reah at khatib, he show his pathetic face too....i was like ok that's it...i take my lappy and i give his thing back.So he alight at khatib and catch another train which is toward jurong east...i sometime feel guilty about it....A couple look at me. But i dun bother about it.

Well lets continue where i and my hubby have talk...I say to him k i admit it...im sorry..he remain quiet...He say he want to be alone...he need space for his job which is ns firefighter...I remain silent and look down.I say to him..."im sorrie for everything......like i told u if u have problem, u can tell me or khalifah(his friend too).....i hate seeing u in pathetic face.....im tired that we fight always.....ok....i tell u what....we stop seeing each other....i will see u again in two/three weeks time or next time." so he agree....so that time is our last time we mit.....

well properly i mit him on 3 feb.....just to give his porriage and walked away...

i love him so much....i miss him....pls msg me or call me...:(