17 february 2009

On 15 feb, i met my hubby at marine barrage.He looks happy when he seen me...It was nice view at there..When he had a nice walked, we decided to have dine at marina square.At there, we met his firefighter friends and cousin...what a day...when we finish our dine,we decided to go home..I reach at toa payoh at 9 plus..we were tired and sleepy due of his working and i had malay prayer(kenduri)...When we reach at my house stair, he give me his hug..i miss his kiss...i realise that i miss him alot too..but we have no choice to meet each other just one days in a months...i never seen him like this..

k la i stop here..goodnite...

12 FEB 2009

Two more is our annivery.Its our 2 years anniversary..but i didnt seen him for three weeks due of personel problem. His friend told me that he getting better in his station..(i dont say his name)I was like ok thats good..I think i will mittimg him when he finish his ns which is next year..bcos his encik and fellow crew ask him to get apart with me so that he can concerate his work and life..ok thats true...i didnt msg him fo three weeks.i hope he knows how to take care his health and life..i ask his friend to take care of him even though im at schooling and i dont know what he is doing at station.I miss him s much...he is now lance cooperal...congrate dear...im happy for you. I want to go out with him but i think...if i go out with him,there would be another problem..so i decide th let him concerate his work..his personnel come first than me.im worried that he would find girl which is better than me..i hope not

Rite now i didnt mit him because i need to adjust myself and life..my life is suck actually..im sick and tired because there are many fools around me..I hate it...well..i cannot do anything rite now..k la i stop here..i want to go to bed

take care

7 february 2009

Today it suppose to go out with haron But didnt...Because he waiting for me too long and he had a urgent call..he had to go...But i reach at blk 54 around 5 min...I waiting for him but he not there..Just now i lost my temper and scold him..I'm very sorry about it...It suppose today i meet ain,ana and others...But i give them a reason that i cant make it..Is it lie?I don't know

And today my guy msg me...he asking me what i have been doing since he is not around?So i reply im bz with my school, my life and family..I miss him..

Right now im in the library doing nothing...haiz..


i stop here...take care...

on 23 jan 2009

Last two week which fall on 23 jan..my guy and i had talk at the outside the lib...he look unhappy..When he mit me like dun bother it. he pass his camera and cable to me..I look at him what wrong but he didnt reply. So i quickly pack my thing and leave.When we reach at lift ,waiting for the lift to come. i asked him again...what wrong?he reply to me that its nothing..When the lif reach to level 3, we went in. Its reach at level one, i lose my patient and grabbed him to one side. I asked him....Why u like this?what wrong with u? he reply nothing i need to be alone.I was like what the hell. Why?Because he is understress and angry for breaking his promise.I remind silent.i recall back...i remember once we in side the mrt..he say he want alight at yishun.I say what?he remain silent...When it reach at yishun, i tell him pls send me home..he looks angry to me..When it going to reah at khatib, he show his pathetic face too....i was like ok that's it...i take my lappy and i give his thing back.So he alight at khatib and catch another train which is toward jurong east...i sometime feel guilty about it....A couple look at me. But i dun bother about it.

Well lets continue where i and my hubby have talk...I say to him k i admit it...im sorry..he remain quiet...He say he want to be alone...he need space for his job which is ns firefighter...I remain silent and look down.I say to him..."im sorrie for everything......like i told u if u have problem, u can tell me or khalifah(his friend too).....i hate seeing u in pathetic face.....im tired that we fight always.....ok....i tell u what....we stop seeing each other....i will see u again in two/three weeks time or next time." so he agree....so that time is our last time we mit.....

well properly i mit him on 3 feb.....just to give his porriage and walked away...

i love him so much....i miss him....pls msg me or call me...:(

HI

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