18 December 2009

Hi everyone..miss me?i dont think so..i just come back from mercu private school.Im going to register soon as N level in academic..All the best to me..yeah..3 more days my mum going back..Yeah i miss her so much..I hope she had pleasant trip..haiz..i feel stupid of falling in love in early stage i mean in ite time..Im totally struggle in relationship.Only god knows..haiz..But the question will i love him in the future?He want me to change..ok can..but he?can he?now days he's too bz with his work and friends..Katakan ns kan..no wonder many gals leave guys becos of this..But im not k..i need to think about my future..my family like him alot..but me..i dont know..Im with him going to 3 years..i cant believe..haiz..only gods know who will my future husband..haiz..i always have problem with relationship..damn it..haiz..k la i better get going..bye..to be continue...muach

3 november 2009

This is my happiness day of my life..I brought Nintento games with harry potter and auto thieves chinatown..muahaha..later i want to go shopping with my hubby..muahaha...btw i just come back from lunch..burp..This november will be last day working here.SADSADSAD....haiz..My mum going to haji this 16 november 2009 and come back on 21 Dec.wowoww...i will miss her..i hope she had pleasant journey.Guess what..today im bit clumsy becos i didnt bring my spect..haiya..blur like sotong...later i need to buy new clothes and beg..This is what i been waiting for in my whole life..(macam paham)hehe..DAmn im sleepy here...well i better stop here...btw i will update my blog again after 16 november or it better delete rite..hahah...k la..Continue wif work..yawn...bye

19 Oct 2009

Hi...im very sorie again..bz..last sat i had a ite gathering and nikki birthday chalet at down town..well how is it goes?hmmm...i had a great fun with ite gathering..I miss them so much...We met them at 530pm at raffle city hall..I met shaun,ella,nasseer,isabell,yong long with his gf,benson,vemon,saiful,nurul stingray,joan and jasmine chubby....Oh yeah i forget...zakaria..guess what...zakaria body like body builder..all my friends and me mouth were wide open becos we were surprise that zak body was like oh my gosh..hehehe...when all here,we ate at burger king..we make a lot of noise hehehe...i ate tender chicken bbq set..hehehe...when all done,nurul went back to her work..haiz...then we took pic..havent upload yet..hehe..It done,we straight ahead to marina square just walk ard the mall....After that we went to starbuck to have a drink..me and saiful didnt drink..We sat there chit chat about out ite life and ns..haha.......Then At 845pm,saiful and i left the starbuck and went to downtown chalet...When we reach there,i met nikki and her family and friends...i wish her happy birthday..she loooks pretty..then i met three charlie angles( Urgh)..shiela,ida and who eh..i cant remember her name...Whatever eh gals...I didnt talk to them for i dont know why..hmm...haiz..nikki ask me and saiful to eat..so we ate mee goreng and chicken..we ate less becos our stomach still full of burger..hahaha...after done that..its time nikki to cut her cake..so we sang for her a happy birthday song...take pic and cut her cakes...So sorry eh nikki..aku tak makan cake becos im in rush and my hubby working in the next day...we reach hm at 1205am...siak jek eh...hahah..aku da jahat now days...im really enjoy on last sat actually not really la...i dont know why...don ask me k..im kind of piss of that day..sorry i cant tell u..oh maybe i can tell la..hmmm....better dont la...becos AKU TAK KUASA DGN KORG...hahaha..lolx...k la i stop here...bubye...

05 oct 2009

Yesterday i went jln raye with my hubby...katakan couple kan..well...first we went to my bestie house nuraini at bedok....we have great fun there...we reach at nuraini house at 3 plus...we sat there until 4 plus..we ate her kuih..then we ate rice with samabl goreng and vegetable..its delicious..after that we already full..we sat down and watch tv..When we time to go...we take pic..not much la..haha..after that saiful went to my house..his future mother and father in law...hahah...

When we reach at my house,i quickly went to toilet...hahaha..saiful salam my dad...and he sat down..i serve his drinks and kuih...hahaha..we sat there until 5 plus..then my dad talk to him about stuff..as usual.haiz...after that we took pic..want to see pic more..go and view at face book...hahaha...at 5 plus we came out my house and went to yussuf house...its suppose to be saiful house but he wants to be last..well..no comment...

We reach at yussuf house at 745pm..hehehe..he live at jurong west..we enter his house salam his parents and sit down..im very tired and full...few minutes later,yussuf ask us to eat..i was like aiyo...but no choice..we went to kitchen and sit down..we ate lakse..okok la..hehehe..then we had a chit chat with yussuf about our life.....bla bla....we came out from yussuf house at 830pm....then we go to saiful house but he had a call that his friends fadli invite us to his house...i was like ok watever...so we went there....Sorie i dun have a pic....When we reach there,his friends already there like nizam and so etc....U know what..his mother ask us to eat...huh....my stomach alraedy want to bust man but no choice...we ate nasi goreng and acar...hahaha...after that we sat there until 1030pm....and finally,we went to saiful house...

i went there and salam his parents..hehehe...few minutes later, his friends come..haiz....then his mum talk to me...saiful talk to his friends...they ate mee siam...hehehe...after that we take pic....

and this is friends...hahaha...wen we all done that,we went back ...

28 Sept 2009

Today i mit my guy at clarke quay...yeah!! I finish fast and i can go back early..yahoo!!!Rite Now im in office feel tired..yawn...i want to sleep man...yawn..I will mit my sec friends on 5 oct..Next weeks im very bz for one week...next week i will working for mon to sat and sun i have course CEPP at 2nd divison at tampines at 830am to 5pm...wow..i will be very tired..aaarh..

Yesterday my sis having a open house at tampines,i went with my second last sis and afiq(my cousin)they cook roti kirai and nasi lemak..taste quite ok la..i didnt eat much..not in appetitde.It suppose that ash want to mit me but i cant..jalan raya kan with my sibling..hahaha...Then we come out from kak siti house at 830pm..we waiting a taxi like hell...haiz..few minutes time,there were a taxi.A taxi stop at infront of us..we open the door and went in..it was soo tired until afiq trus tido..ZZZ...what to do kan...

Today i went back at 430pm...yahoo...best kan mcm nie..for today only..haiz.kanasai..hahahahok la i stop here..bye..

23 Sept 2009

This is my second day of my job,rite now i having a break and i feel sleepy..Oh yeah i forgot..camat hari raya semua...sedih seh aku tak dapat keluar raya dgn kawan...haha..what to do..da keje katakan..why time pass so slow?haiz...sorie eh gals kalo me tak dapat keluar raya dgn korg..boohoo....i will see u on 5 oct jek itu insyalla la...tak boleh jadi...hehe...ngantok sak..my guys went back from his certis cisco work..haiz..i dont know why my guy like to take high risk...he still under ns..all the best to him la....kalo dia kena charge,siapa susah?aku juga.haha...damn it..inside my office damn cold..soon i will turn into ice...bbrrr....i forget to bring precious jacket...haiz...da dua kali nie tak bawa jacket...hahaha ngantok siol....haha..one more hour will be my lunch time...muahaha..lapar sak...just now i ask my guy $10 for my lunch money...jahat sak aku..haha..sorie eh im not a money face..haha...ZZZzzzzzzzzz.....k la bye

22 September 2009

Hi guys..Rite now im at my office..hehehe...finally i have job..alhamduillah...just a temp job..Its start at 830am to 6pm...except fri..its start at 830am to 530pm..muahaha..nak carik rezeki for give to my parents and marriage..wait long2 sia...haha.i miss my friends..hehe..bila nak keluar raya?weekend can?hehe..haiz..im bored rite now..haiz...

oh shit...bos ku datang...bye...

6 September 2009

hi everyone...im very very sorry about late update..im so sorry gals that im unable to follow u guys buka sama2..My mum tak kasi la..Becos On 7 Sept 2009,im going out so on 8 sept 2009 i cannot go out...becos me now days kena keluar one week one time..it depend la...so me sometime have difficulty to go out...oh man tomorrow event i cannot wait...celebrate my darling birthday party in advance...hahaha...oh yeah last week prison recruitment centre call me that they need a appoval letter so that i can start work a.s.a.p....pray hard..hahaha...but they going to call me within 2 weeks time...haiZ...i hope i get la eh...

Yesterday is my first time break fast at bugis alone before i mit winda for disscuss on 7 sept event for boys...Revenge..haha..just kidding...i ate dendeng and ice lemon tea.Still hungry....I went to bugis to buy my darling present which brand in 77th street..the price quite okok..so i brought him a pair of clothes and wallet...kecian kan wallet hubby aku koyak...so i buy for that...i hope he like it.then i mit winda at vivo to book the restaurant..we thought of swensen but we change our mind..we decided to eat at breeks..after that we go and look for a cake..haiz..we have no idea what kind of cake that we want..but finally we order a cake at hans,,haiz..sian..When we all done,we go and ate mcdonald..im so freaky hungry and tired..hahah...after that we back home..i reached home at 1130pm..hahahh...ok la i stop here...muach

2 August 2009

Thank goodness is august already.Rite now im in under stress because i didnt get my job.I didnt meet my guy for one weeks..i miss him.i see him like he change a lot since when he went for ns.Haiz..Rite now im in love triangle.On my left is Saiful and On my right is tredy.In the middle,its me. I see my left guy want me to be prefect and my rite guy friend is dun mind...haiz..I know i have make saiful and others dissappointed.i fail to be daughter of my family and fail to a gal friend of saiful..i will talk to him again when i get my self a job.."oh god,let me have a job so that i pay back the money who i own too and save for my future too"i wonder how my guy doing rite now.i miss him and his kiss.haiz..Pls anyone,if your place need people,pls do call me..i beg u..my life totally miserably..i need my self break..haiz..every nite i keep crying.i heard that my guy have performing at his stn on this sat o sun.He dancing as micheal Jackson..i really need job...i have learn my lesson...please...im sorry to all my friends...i need to separate with guy for mean time until i get my self a JOB...i hae my life...Btw about makcik keropok...its just a rumour..and don't believe all this..Believe in god and ourself.haiz...this month is muslim fasting month on 22 august to 19 august...Muslim celebrate hari raya puasa on 20 sept..im not in mood to celebrate hari raya..haiz..i feel a shamed that all my friends has a job except me.Now day economy is bad.haiz..
k la i stop here..bubye..

6 June 2009

Sorry for late update...Firstly im already quit cisco....next mon is interview at police force at new bridge road....hope fully get la...secondly yesterday i fight with my hubby about gals...im jealous hehe...By the way my dad just come back from SGH hospital for his operation..alhamduillah..he have to go appointment at Toa Payoh polyclinic..hehe...Next mon,he have a appointment..haiz..oh yeah i just upload a pic of my bbq pit.....this pic is my ITE friends..i miss them man..haiz...if u want to see some more the pic...view at facebook k?thanks...

Yesterday i went out with my friends ain to clarke Quay..i Took a pic of Kitty...cute kan...hehe...there some more pic la...but u go and view at facebook..hahaha....after that, we go Heritage...to see the old days firefighter to now...when we done that,we went to central and eat at LONG JOHN SILVER...we sit there for one hours plus...after that we back to fire stn...takde keje kan....i go and tak a pic of firefighter who open the gate...ahaha..takde keje....too bad lor..then we back home..

k la i stop here..bye

12 June 2009

This will be last blog that i send u...Because i will be damn fucking busy...Katakan da kerja..haiz..stress..Dun worry i will not delete my blog..If u want to view my blog..just view k?

Thanks...Right now im at lib...Just finish work training..stress siol..ahaha...

k la bye... i will make a new blog a month of july..thanks..tata

10 June 2009

By the way, im so sorry about yesterday blog...Im not in good mood yesterday..Im very confused about it..First about my work and second ly my dad..Yesterday my mum call me that my dad having a like kencing manis(i dont know to say in english)and high blood pressure...I was like WTF!!...From that,i didnt pay attention in class...I wanted to cry but i hold it..haiz...I dont want to lose my dad..he is my favourite dad in the world..Until right now,I cant think straight..my guy was right.I have to focus in my job first..But for me,i t need to think both..My work and dad..They are important to me.haiz....why is always be our family suffered.?What to do...only god knows whatever we are doing...Astaga!!...Today im not working...off day..muahaha

K la bye

9 june 2009

My life suck man..haiz.....Why never go smoothly....i hate it man...Like i told u..My life suck..my birthday also suck..no supporting at all..With my hubby like haiz...SUCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz...Piss off...aaarrgghhh!!!!stupid monkey....FUCK!!

7 june 2009

Hi im just come back EAST COAST PARK....do u want to know how are my party going???This is my answer...Is suck...Im very disappointed...My hubby's side like stn 31 and sec friends didnt come for the party....Its suck man..My plan always never go well.. :(

Only nasseer.yusuf,shiela,nuraini,marliana,aisha,herwinda and her boifriend,my sis and my cousin too...oh yeah i forget someone,nurul'ain.my hubby, el suraya and nuraini'boifriend....that all.haiz...what to do kan....haiz...next time i dun want to make any my birthday party...btw im very sleepy because i didnt sleep due of cant sleep....I sleep with my hubby but we didnt do sex la...SIOW!!....

We come out from there at 9.15am...yawn...k loa i need to log ouy..bubye

30 May 2009

Im in trouble rite now...what i going to do?haiz...I cannot wait for 6 june....This coming monday, im going to start my course for 2.5 weeks....Then on 3-4 june, im going to meet my guy for buying a groceries..haiz..im going to be tired man...Lucikly Some of my friends sponsor like buying cream puff, goodies and more...Btw i need man power to help me on that day...I need someone help me to carry food and etc...

"Who ever can help me and my hubby carried bbq groceries and food,It will be great...But in the morning at my house first...Then at my hubby house....Let me know before 6 june..thanks..We really need help...."

Hopefully.....haiz....haha...Thanks and bye

Pls let me know...

21 May 2009

Yawn!!!Good morning everyone...haha....yawn...Im very sleepy today...Well i just come back from interview at police force at Police Contonment complex...They say they will call me...100% i didnt get the job...haha...But i already have a job which is cisco as AVIATION SECURITY SCEENER OFFICER....Work at changi airport....Next tues, i have a briefing...On 1 june,I start my training at old police academy..haiz....wa lao...My hubby didnt know about this...Im afraid he will scold me..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh....haiz...wish me good luck eh...

On june, i want to go to my aunty house at KL..I beg my mum to go there...i also bring along my hubby...but see how la...Haiz...Hope they can go...hehe...i cannot wait on 6 june...I cannot wait to see to old friends like ITE and SECONDARY....Pray hard..that i hope they are coming to my party...hehe..

Sorie eh i didn't upload the pic.....Toooo busy man...haha...
bubye

14 may 2009

Today is our 2 year 3 mth anniversary...im going to my hubby, ain and marliana maybe her new guy...haiz..First we go and eat first..then we go and play bowling..hahaha..yahoo...Btw, i cut my hair...eeeewww....what to do...My previous hair was heavy and long...that why i cut short..haha...i hope my friend dont looked shocked at me..ahahahaaha.....

In 30 minutes time, im going to get ready becos i need to go to my cousin to take pizza...after that mi my huuby and friends...muahaha..hahaha

brb....i will continue again..

7 May 2009

I just come back from geylang...Im very pathetic tired..Tomorow I have a interview at bedok as designer..Pray hard hope i get a job..I hopeless now day..haiz..Every time i go out,always saw alot of couple kissing here and there..Im sad because i need to stay apart from him..im soo sorry dear..i will see u on 6 june...i have a reason why i have a reason to stay apart from him but soorry i cant tell u..Why always be me get a lot of trouble..?I dont understand at all...

I need job and money..and also need love too....For me,being two year together like nothing..My friends told me that too..I dont know how to say..all my friends look happy but except me..haiz..Love is always give me problem..I hate this life..Im going to indonesian for cure my self..

i stop here...bye

6 may 2009

Hi guys....I will be away for mean time...Im kind of busy right now...By the way on 6 June 2009, I having a bbq pit at east coast..All my friend at there,please do come as i invite you guys..Please don't disappointed me this time...Thanks...On that day,i celebrate my belate birthday..
hehe...Mizah,idah,nikki and etc...datang eh...hehe..Pray hard...

Im going to forget and separate my guy for meantime...Im sorry dear...I have a reason..Sorie i cant tell you guys...Im very sick and tired for everything...I need to cure my self....Haiz...

k la i stop here...

bubye

28 April 2009

Hi....i just come back from Raffle ntuc and orchard...At Raffles Ntuc, i go to interview for Certis Cisco as Aviation Screening Officer....They say they will call me next week for confirm....haiz....Second ly i go to Orchard to company my cousin ain to kinokuniya interview...so many people man....haha..So many people at there...haiz..rite now im at internet cafe surf internet....haiz...im tired rite now...haiz...i want to sleep man...aarrgh...im hungry..i have nothing to say man...Im stop here..bubye

27 April 2009

hi everyone..im back...Right now im very tired and sleepy...Im reach home at 10plus..Yawn....Guess what? im enjoy going Desaru, Kota Tinggi and Jusco shopping mall....Sorry eh i didnt buy you guys things...welll....yesterday i mit my cousin at 645am at my house..We riding a MPV car....Then we pick my hubby at sembawang at 715am....After that we go to tuas checkpoint....that time im very very sleepy....done with checkpoint....We reach at johor baharu to have our breakfast...we ate roti Prata and hot tea..It damn nice becos i havent eaten my breakfast that why i ate fast....hahaha.....After that we go to money change...I change 50 singapore then i get RM118...if i not wrong la...we done that...Desaru here we come...Inside the car, i fell the sleep...haha...

When we reached at Desaru, we would so exciting...the view is damn beautiful....Many singaporean come there....My cousin give us timimg at 230pm...we should meet ain and her finance...We say ok....We found our spot...its cooling....My hubby quickly change his clothes.....I didnt change clothes.....suddenly im remember that if we went to the sea...who going to take our thing...So i have no choice to call my cousin to come....When they reach at our destination..we quickly walk....Guess what....the sand was damn hot....Our leg are hurt..SERIOUS!!! We have no choice to run until we reach at sea....My hubby went inside the sea...But i didnt.( sorry hubby if i disappointed u)...Then my hubby decided to ride jetski....The cost only RM130 per hour...if im not wrong...(if i free....i will download his pic when he ride a jetski..)He looks happy...At 230pm, we mit my cousin at warong.....We ate our lunch...I ate Nasi Goreng style chinese without spicy...My hubby ate Nasi ayam and my cousin ate maggie goreng and fish burger...Its delicious..hhahah...

After that we ride a car to go Kota tinggi air terjun( waterfall),The journey only 2-3 hour..Before that my cousin buys goreng pisang.....we ate inside the car....She give me sambal kecap....So i dip goreng pisang in the sambal kecap...WOW!!! it sweet and spicy....ahaha....When we reach at Kota tinggi, we saw three monkey...haha....so cute.....We get out the car and went to water fall....Oh my gosh, its romantic view and cold....My cousin give us timing mit them at 530pm...we were soo exciting...hhaha.....Me and hubby went to waterfall mountain...Its was damn high...haha....When we reach there...we can feel the water splast...ahaha...So we take a pic...I think alot we take...After that we went down to the edge of waterfall and our foot down....My hubby cannot stand the cold..haha...we went down like we forget about singapore....At 515pm, we went up and decided to eat ice cream...i also buy ice cream for my cousina and her financee....We reach at the car...And goooo SHoopping at Jusco....At last but i didnt but anything......

We reach at Jusco Shoppong mall....Its huge and crowded...haha...Usual my cousin give us timing...We mit them at 8pm...We went to forth Storey, There are many kind of clothes...ahaha....We enter every shop...haha..Then my hubby and i went toy's us..He brought air plane which cost RM199.90..i was like totally blank...So he buy it...I wanted to buy dress but dont have any size for me..haha...What a shame....Then My hubby pull me to enter a shop of G2000....he wanted to buy clothes...he want me to choose...So i choose for him a black and with white strap and long sleeve....I ask him:

I ask: Asl u nak beli baju nie?(why u want to buy this smart clothes?)
He replies: Saja2 jek....who know i keluar dinner dgn u atau pe..( For fun...who know right..if i go with u eat dinner or what)

I was like ok....He likes what i choose for him so he buy..The cost RM125..if im not wrong....He looks happy he get what he want...but me..none....haiz...After that we went home....Wait i forget I stop at esso station at malaysia near to tuas checkpoint...I buy snack for my house haha....After that we back home....

thats is sweet memory...BTw my hubby want to go again on this thurs...he want to bring me along ...But i see how first..haha....

The End....Oh wait..To roshiela.....thanks a lot eh...Sorry la psl tu hari....I know she nagging at me..but im really dont bother.... my leg hurt a lot....haiz....dala malas la aku dgr nagging ko..haiz...

Signing offf...

24 April 2009

haiz......i miss my old friends:

*hawa
*hafiz
*marliana
*nurul'ain
*emily
*uges
*nasseer
*shiela
*mizah

and etc eh....

i know la you guys busy with family, work and hubby...i miss you guys..Pls mit up...
Guess what?this sun im going to Desaru...Yahoo!!!i cant wait bout it...oh damn im late..see u bye...i will update again on 27 april...see how hor..bye

23 april 2009 (part 2)

Guess what?????My jerk friend from Tiong baharu going to overseas for further studies..haiz...Good luck eh...Btw last sat i went to Fire stn..there are cute guys at there...hahahaa...Actually i miss one part.....After we go to fire stn, we go to fire heritage stn,we mit his sis in law and his brother..haiz....they talking and im bored and smile at them...what to do...hahaha..This sat my hubby having a kenduri at his house to celebrate his cousin birthday...i wonder i want to see how his ex look like...haiz..

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23 April 2009

Hi guys....Sorry for late update...btw last sat, i didn't talk with my guy again....what wrong with me??haiz...well...In the morning,i mit my hubby at clarke quay to go to Central fire Stn..We reach there around at 11am..haiz....actually i suppose mit my cousin at airport but she had a last minute plan..it's ok...Then we go bishan to have out breakfast....He ate Nasi briyani...Me ate Roti Prata but didnt finish..After that we go changi village beach for fun only....We walked until jetty there...Around in evening at 4...we decided to go to changi airport to have dinner there..but our dinner was snack...We sit there until 6pm...After that we back home...We are very tired...

Actually last sun, we suppose to go Desaru...but we postpone it due of his passport dead..haiz...So we decided to go to Desaru on this sun...HOpefully la..Pray hard...haha...

....haiz...so what am i going to do?oh well find job...Btw next tues and wed, i have interview...Pray hard...i hope i get it...haiz..Pray hard....

k la i stop here...i need to go bye

13 April 2009

FAMILY:

Well....In the morning my dad and mum nagging at me..they dont want me to school again...they want me to work...I know that la I want to work in part time...Pls god...pls help me....im lost rite now..haiz

Dad: He likes to compare me with my sis bibik..He thought i didnt do the house..kataken org tua kan..haiz..If let this, im working how...???haiz....

Sometime my famil giv me a hard time...i want their support and love..that all..I Love my family..cuma why?

Mum: She always scold and sometime her word, it hurt me...Im sorry mum...she give a negative word to me....What ever i do, she dun like it...She say it just waste a time...haiz..

Sibling: I don't have any problem with them cuma sometime it irritating la..hehe...I love them especially my brother from yishun...he love to joke around..

FRIENDS:

Primary: I lost their contact.ahaha

Secondary: I still contact some of them....Btw that time i go out with my sec gals go marine barrage celebrate idah birthday..Im not close with them..I sometime feel odd about it...but i enjoy.I didnt talk to them too much..sorry if i say this....

ITE: Last sat, i mit my guy and hafiz..he is close friend....haha...I miss my IPH class mate...
haiz..i wonder what they doing rite now...hehe..i still contact with my buddy...haha..Where am i ?We go to suntec city play archery..it was fun....It was hafiz first time...he play the archery funny...its keep fall off...hahha....Luckly there is hero help him..hahaha....

haiz....

Haiz...

what shud i do rite?

and HUBBY: l always love you..."Peace"


k la i sto hehe...i nid to log out...bubye...:)

13 April 2009

Good morning every one...i didnt go to school due of cdc call me...he wants to see me..haiz
In the morning, my mum and dad nagging at me..haiz...i hate u...tmr is me and guy anniversary..haiz..

Guess what?On 10 april, i mit my friend from tiong bahru.I know him from tagged.He knew that i had a guy.So we go and watch movie fast and furious 4.It was great show and more..So i watch a movie with him..When we were watching movie, he start fidgetting at me..I told him to stop it.But he keep continue..When the show finish,i quickly walk away.I lied to him that i have to mit my parents..Actually its not.When i reach home,he message me that he is very sorrie...But i will not forgive him...I HATE U!!!

I only love my guy...that all...

ok la i stop here...JERK!!

3 April 2009 (part 2)

I just recover from my sick which is allergy....Guess what???That time i went to poly clinic...I waiting for my turn...i waiting for 2 hours...When its my turn,i went in..the doctor check my health...She say that i having a allergy that i have a headaches and difficult to breath...The doctor give me 2 weeks to eat the medicine....if still no rite, i have to meet them again..haiz

On 30 march...(if im not wrong)I go out with my hubby and guess what...i didnt talk to him for one day...i dun know why..am i angry with him but about what??haiz..when we reached my house downstair..i apologised to him...he try to make me laugh but i cant...we kiss each other and went back..i feel guilty about it that i didnt talk to him...Im soo sorry dear....

see u.....

3 April 2009

Yesterday i mit my hubby..Firstly we go to Depot Rd to take brochure about NAvy or air force...I going to apply soon....Well we waiting for bus 57 to come at bukit merah interchange..There is a old lady with white long hair and wearing long green tube dress coming toward ur for change money note to coin..I dun have any coin..(Its looks scared but i wanted to laugh out loud..the old lady look sexy.)So mu hubby take his wallet and take out $2 coin..I wanted to laugh but i control it....When the lady walked away, mu hubby and i looked each other and laugh...My Hubby say this:

hubby:kekeh seh org tu pakai baju mcm tu...Lain kali suruh dia pakai baju panjang putih and stand at lamp post..(Its look funny that old lady wear that clothes..next time ask her wear long white dress and stand beside lamp post.....)
I just continue laughing...then the bus is here..the bus bring us Depot Rd..When we done at navy recuitment centre.....Then my hubby asked me..where are we going now? I tot of going to orchard..But change my mind go yishun....My hubby kind of piss off...So i decided to go to orchard to but idah's present...We take bus 167 to orchard..inside the bus my hubby asked me about kirin (Kirin is my cousin)..so i tell him every thing..this problem can only know by me, my hubby and her mum...we feel sleepy inside the bus...i decided to take quick nap...When we reach at Somerset(we decided to alight at somerset), We go to cine leisure to have our dinner at KFC.....I didnt finish my food so i give to my hubby...After that we go HMV mall, i come across to this shop alot of accesseries...The hair clip look nice...It shape like butterfly...Then i saw this nice bracelet with bell....I thinking for 20 min....So i make my mind to buy bracelet for idah...hehehe..Bocor rahsia...

After buy idah present, we go toa payoh Center to buy my household stuff...But yesterday he make me laugh a lot..he make joke with me but he sometime tell me about his station...Btw Im go to his station next sat..I cant wait bout it...hahaha.....

We felt so tired...he send me home...so we give each other a good nite kiss...MUACCKKKKSSS


k la..i need to go now....tomorow im going out with secondary frendz and maybe go out with my ite friends....

take care

24 march 2009

hi im back...im soory if i late updated...im very busy...haiz...

im going to surgery soon...im so scared and worried about it...haiz
Rite now my huby is sick and me too...Why eh every time he sick, i also sick...haiz..
what can i do now?He is bz with his ns...my friends are bz too...i wish them all the best...peace..k la i stop i need to get ready to go Poly clinic for my nose check up...tata..

4 March 2009

i just come from ite amk....Now days i have difficult to go out due of my sis have a second...i was thinking if i working how eh?haiz...Sorry that i didnt updates because im very busy...right now i want jobs as part time..i think i have no choice to work as mcdonald since the ccheers didnt call me at all...im going to have surgery soon due of nasal sinus infection...im scared going to hospital...help me..hahahaha....

Now days i feel angry with my dear that his profile put a girl which is him...its disgusting..Every one is laugh at him...im feel soo embrassed..haiz...dear pls change la....haiz

aargh......ok la i stop here

17 february 2009

On 15 feb, i met my hubby at marine barrage.He looks happy when he seen me...It was nice view at there..When he had a nice walked, we decided to have dine at marina square.At there, we met his firefighter friends and cousin...what a day...when we finish our dine,we decided to go home..I reach at toa payoh at 9 plus..we were tired and sleepy due of his working and i had malay prayer(kenduri)...When we reach at my house stair, he give me his hug..i miss his kiss...i realise that i miss him alot too..but we have no choice to meet each other just one days in a months...i never seen him like this..

k la i stop here..goodnite...

12 FEB 2009

Two more is our annivery.Its our 2 years anniversary..but i didnt seen him for three weeks due of personel problem. His friend told me that he getting better in his station..(i dont say his name)I was like ok thats good..I think i will mittimg him when he finish his ns which is next year..bcos his encik and fellow crew ask him to get apart with me so that he can concerate his work and life..ok thats true...i didnt msg him fo three weeks.i hope he knows how to take care his health and life..i ask his friend to take care of him even though im at schooling and i dont know what he is doing at station.I miss him s much...he is now lance cooperal...congrate dear...im happy for you. I want to go out with him but i think...if i go out with him,there would be another problem..so i decide th let him concerate his work..his personnel come first than me.im worried that he would find girl which is better than me..i hope not

Rite now i didnt mit him because i need to adjust myself and life..my life is suck actually..im sick and tired because there are many fools around me..I hate it...well..i cannot do anything rite now..k la i stop here..i want to go to bed

take care

7 february 2009

Today it suppose to go out with haron But didnt...Because he waiting for me too long and he had a urgent call..he had to go...But i reach at blk 54 around 5 min...I waiting for him but he not there..Just now i lost my temper and scold him..I'm very sorry about it...It suppose today i meet ain,ana and others...But i give them a reason that i cant make it..Is it lie?I don't know

And today my guy msg me...he asking me what i have been doing since he is not around?So i reply im bz with my school, my life and family..I miss him..

Right now im in the library doing nothing...haiz..


i stop here...take care...

on 23 jan 2009

Last two week which fall on 23 jan..my guy and i had talk at the outside the lib...he look unhappy..When he mit me like dun bother it. he pass his camera and cable to me..I look at him what wrong but he didnt reply. So i quickly pack my thing and leave.When we reach at lift ,waiting for the lift to come. i asked him again...what wrong?he reply to me that its nothing..When the lif reach to level 3, we went in. Its reach at level one, i lose my patient and grabbed him to one side. I asked him....Why u like this?what wrong with u? he reply nothing i need to be alone.I was like what the hell. Why?Because he is understress and angry for breaking his promise.I remind silent.i recall back...i remember once we in side the mrt..he say he want alight at yishun.I say what?he remain silent...When it reach at yishun, i tell him pls send me home..he looks angry to me..When it going to reah at khatib, he show his pathetic face too....i was like ok that's it...i take my lappy and i give his thing back.So he alight at khatib and catch another train which is toward jurong east...i sometime feel guilty about it....A couple look at me. But i dun bother about it.

Well lets continue where i and my hubby have talk...I say to him k i admit it...im sorry..he remain quiet...He say he want to be alone...he need space for his job which is ns firefighter...I remain silent and look down.I say to him..."im sorrie for everything......like i told u if u have problem, u can tell me or khalifah(his friend too).....i hate seeing u in pathetic face.....im tired that we fight always.....ok....i tell u what....we stop seeing each other....i will see u again in two/three weeks time or next time." so he agree....so that time is our last time we mit.....

well properly i mit him on 3 feb.....just to give his porriage and walked away...

i love him so much....i miss him....pls msg me or call me...:(

HI

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