4 Jan 2010

Good bye 2009 and welcome 2010..cepat betul da 2010..i hope to forget the incident in 2009 with my guy, friends and family..2009 is totally my sour year in history..Now i want to concerate my studies and work..About Bf?I need to forget about it..It hurt me a lot..I wish him all the best..But i still love him..Right now im getting N level..So im in rush..all the best to me..hahaha...why many people say that he change..i notice that too..But did he have feeling for me again?Next month is our 3 years anniversary which fall on 14 feb..Will he remember that?i dont think so perharps..now days he busy his work and portfolio..i understand that..i still remeber that he say that he nows day he find me that when ever we go out,he feel boreed..WTH!!Actually what he want??He such a ego person..AARGH!!!Are we still together or not?I also dont know about it..I apperiate that whatever u did to me ( Dont think dirty eh)That why now days i remind silent..I love him so much..but he love me?I also dont know..FUCK sia...haiz..it seem that he not interested to go out with me again..haiz..(WE STILL TOGETHER..NOT BREAK UP)seMUA IKUT PERASAN DIA..

da la i stop here..tambah sakit jek aku nie..