2 August 2009

Thank goodness is august already.Rite now im in under stress because i didnt get my job.I didnt meet my guy for one weeks..i miss him.i see him like he change a lot since when he went for ns.Haiz..Rite now im in love triangle.On my left is Saiful and On my right is tredy.In the middle,its me. I see my left guy want me to be prefect and my rite guy friend is dun mind...haiz..I know i have make saiful and others dissappointed.i fail to be daughter of my family and fail to a gal friend of saiful..i will talk to him again when i get my self a job.."oh god,let me have a job so that i pay back the money who i own too and save for my future too"i wonder how my guy doing rite now.i miss him and his kiss.haiz..Pls anyone,if your place need people,pls do call me..i beg u..my life totally miserably..i need my self break..haiz..every nite i keep crying.i heard that my guy have performing at his stn on this sat o sun.He dancing as micheal Jackson..i really need job...i have learn my lesson...please...im sorry to all my friends...i need to separate with guy for mean time until i get my self a JOB...i hae my life...Btw about makcik keropok...its just a rumour..and don't believe all this..Believe in god and ourself.haiz...this month is muslim fasting month on 22 august to 19 august...Muslim celebrate hari raya puasa on 20 sept..im not in mood to celebrate hari raya..haiz..i feel a shamed that all my friends has a job except me.Now day economy is bad.haiz..
k la i stop here..bubye..